you are my friend

Bro, just finish this semester.

trust me you will be better afterward.

don't want to get regret in future.

who don't have bad mood before,

who doesn't meet any accidences before,

who didn't did any mistakes before.

the more important is finish your last study journey.

i trust you, so you have to trustyourself.

fan=fan

nobody nobody nobody know...

i know, i know, i know,

u know, u know, u know

god know, god know, god know.

some time u know, i know.ok

some time i know, but u don't know.

and some time u know, i don't know.

I KNOW.

special attitude.

Thank YUZHEN, KAREN,CHLOE

.i was appreciated so much.

(comfortable) 

sunny boy 2011?????

haiz.....the actual day(final) is coming soon, but my felling tell me that i not gonna win+=, i know actually, too many handsome boy this time, and i not feeling close with any of finalist..y? (abracadabra).....

Never mind, if not because of Michie, i think i won't in this competition. haha, just smile ba, at least you get to know some people are same interest with you.+= yeah..i fell very busy, and headache coming. i hate the felling of losing. I hope i can be the top3 in year. Anyway, i just do my best.

I'm really appreciate that who like and share my post in FB. thank to them seriously. i don't promote much this time, because i don't want to disturbing my friends.and i believe many of them will just ignore the post. haha...i love my friends ok....i love u allllllll..okay..

friend vs YOU

Is hard for me to move right and left,

Can i just stand in the middle,

I know that is call life,

I have to keep going......Meng Seng...‘忍’

i try to be calm and keep the relation as long as possible, trust me..

that is my way to treat u,

hope u understand my intention,

u could not say i happy,

because i known you are not happy,

(you=me)

teacher。。thank for u

aiyoyoyo，what is your ambition?my ambition is to be a teacher??are you sure??
Actually teacher is like our second mother, they take care of us is almost more than 6 hours per day, when we were in school time.
to be continue...working now...

happy birthday....meng seng

2008...my birthday picture..celebrated with my friends
yesterday was my birthday..thank for my dear agnes lah celebrate for me...belanja saya makan dgn tengok wayang...(happy)

i make 3 wishes in this year birthday, but now i want to change  1 of my wishes..i just hope that, next year i can get "happy birthday" from them.(verbally or sms does't matter)..although i close my eyes in this year and no even 1 of them remember it....my friends...i love u all.....do u love me?

luckily got her......thank god......

"flower"

yeah...just came back from work..tiring. .
The 17 days shoot is over, that was fun and fantastic, although i'm not really happy when get scolding from director..
i'm just a super small character, as small as a sand.
the picture beside, it show if the flower don't have leaf, stem, and soil, it can't be a flower, sometimes we have to understand the feeling of leaf, stem and even soil...
unfortunately, many people will only remember the "flower"...but not the others..
i hope that,everybody can get fair treatment when working...although it is impossible...
may be it is arrange by god, it encourage human to work better to get better treatment..erm...i think so....hehe

Care...

why sometime we can't get any greeting from our friends?
i think is may be we does't care about our friends?nop..who say?i care...
is those people don't want to walk the 1st step or they don't know how to be initiative?
erm...haiya...sometime we have to show our concern to them...like say "how have you been recently?" through a 10 sen sms ( short message service)..or even we can show it through internet access...
kawan,朋友，freind...i don't care what races you are...i just want to be your friends..okiee
haha..sometime we can just be active, make the 1st step to ask them ba... put our face down a second only ma...haha


in a nutshell, we can't living without friends...my friends also can't living without me.(erm..i guess)haha
never mind la...the most important thing is i love them...again...hehe..

another night, another me, another you

 why why why............????
Aiyoi....Lim Meng Seng...don't be emo la...stupid...
hahahahahahahahahahahaha(but this laugh is not real, not from my heart)

yeah, cheer up..
friends...you...ice kacang....chic-pop....shirt....you.... chocolate...you....KLCC...bottle....you....durian...friends....
.feeling cafe...dinner...you....home....yeemee....gormit....block B....sleep...wake up....key...worry......block A....care....hold....lock....sleep.....

you can't give anymore...u said..

the problem is always there and can't solve it..
you said you keep giving and me also keep giving but giving "nothing"..
"Leave" this word again...yeah..i known...ok...i known...ok.. seriously, i known

please, i know you were exhausted..but how about me?
ok..thank for you..
i learn something from you...although you always angry and said something bad to me..
i learn how to control my emotion...
yeah...you said you very sad, but did you know i'm sad too....ok.
never mind...i do choose you...i have to do whatever i can do for you....make you happy..i try will my best
thank....

Respect.

What is respect?if a person don't know how to respect people, should we respect to them also?
i don't want to quarrel with you, is because i want the small case become "no" case...but many of them will think like this..." aiya, this person always diam want, he won't fight back want, very nice for bully want, let talk until he walk away.."==..
be careful... Chinese said 静狗咬死人，later some people will die in unknowing....
please la, every person have their tolerance level limit...don't forget this..
if you want people to respect you, you have to do respect to them 1st..okie..
walo...sorry..i want to control myself...don't lose the game...
what do you want??
i don't want bahasa kasar,
i don't want unreasonable case happen,
i don't want be angry,
i don't want..........

swimming pool...

The swimming pool in my college...
it is a very nice place, i use to be there at least once a week..
training, teaching, socializing(38-ing), leaning....
water polo make my life darker than before..because my skin become darker and darker under the sun, especially when competition the time. and i'm realize i wearing 2 pieces of underwear everyday.. 1 is what i wearing on everyday, another 1 is white color underwear it can't take off.....saye macam orang melayu..
haha, im enjoy doing student assistant(SA) for swimming.i get to know so many friends, and they are cute and friendly..i'm thinking actually we swim for what??for healthy?for skill?
sorry, may be many people forget the main purpose for swimming is for FUN, included me..i'm almost forget the feeling(fun)..
use to train like a cow, so i just follow the program and train..
sometimes, i forget my friends and my girl friend they are just novice, have to take time to learn and enjoy the swimming time..but i just...sorry...
i laughing, i crying, i curious-ing, i happy-ing, i enjoying at there...
i laughing, because my polo gang use to say something funny and do some stupid stuff when training..
i crying because i want to cry..and no body will know you cry when swimming..
i happy because i am a happy bird and i get my 1st GF beside the swimming pool..
i curious because why this place so attracting me to go..may be i want...hehe
i enjoy because i enjoy the time when i teaching students swimming, although some times they are naughty, but i learning some thing from them also...

gogogo..swim swim swim to SINGAPORE...Zzz

the DRAMA in my life...

yesterday i went to the “回忆” drama show in college.
Quite nice actually, i saw the conflict between friends, parents,  and B/G friend when a person studying at different state and living with their friends...
Haiz...so many thing i did't share to our parents, baba, mama, nainai...I LOVE U.sorry, sometimes is not i don't  want to share, is i don't want to let you all worry about me..i will try to solve it by myself, and thank for your financial support..
Wow, when i  started in this relationship, i know i will be better in my life.
starting always is the best, but problems slowly coming out..
my friend asking me,"wei, mengseng so long time did't join us makan dinner d, when u want to join us again???"
i just smiling and said " i makan with my GF tonight..ok, next time ba..."
then they will slowly forget you, and your"stock" will become lesser and lesser...
i'm a very lucky guy, i get know a lot of friends in my life, from competition, society, course, exercise, and camp...thank for my friends treating good to me..
i want to say "I LOVE U" to all my friends, especially..............................
thank for my gf, u let me know something i don't know and something i can't learn in school...thank for your give me a lot of "conflict", no pain no gain.
thank for your time...I LOVE U
lol..mengseng you so greedy said so many i love u to so many people..hahaxx..
exercise, that is my way to release my stress...i just want to exercise...gogogogo

love=scare?

i want to respect you, but now seem like i'm scare you more than i respect to you.
i think every 1 have their friends besides girlfriend..
Y?some people think that male can't have a close female' friend.
i have quite a lot of female friend last time but now seldom keep in touch with them already.
because i scare her will get angry and i try to maintain our relationship.
some times i really feel like helpless.....
serious, i make a wrong step and  i have to be responsible for it.
i scare do "SOMETHING" if we can't move forward..
recently the sensitive word keep coming from her mouth and even my grain.
wa......
meng seng ....u have to be stronger..
hope that tomorrow will be better than today...
i will try to smile from my heart.

THE HARDEST QUESTION

I'm very sad and confusing now..what is the best way i can solve this problem?

something i haven't face before...i need some time to find the solution..

please... i love u...but u make me feel unwell...

recently we were like.....bad.

suddenly many thing came out, and you are a person who always OVER worry..

Seriously i did t do any.......

my tears can't stop dropping on my heart..