you can't give anymore...u said..

the problem is always there and can't solve it..
you said you keep giving and me also keep giving but giving "nothing"..
"Leave" this word again...yeah..i known...ok...i known...ok.. seriously, i known

please, i know you were exhausted..but how about me?
ok..thank for you..
i learn something from you...although you always angry and said something bad to me..
i learn how to control my emotion...
yeah...you said you very sad, but did you know i'm sad too....ok.
never mind...i do choose you...i have to do whatever i can do for you....make you happy..i try will my best
thank....

Respect.

What is respect?if a person don't know how to respect people, should we respect to them also?
i don't want to quarrel with you, is because i want the small case become "no" case...but many of them will think like this..." aiya, this person always diam want, he won't fight back want, very nice for bully want, let talk until he walk away.."==..
be careful... Chinese said 静狗咬死人，later some people will die in unknowing....
please la, every person have their tolerance level limit...don't forget this..
if you want people to respect you, you have to do respect to them 1st..okie..
walo...sorry..i want to control myself...don't lose the game...
what do you want??
i don't want bahasa kasar,
i don't want unreasonable case happen,
i don't want be angry,
i don't want..........

swimming pool...

The swimming pool in my college...
it is a very nice place, i use to be there at least once a week..
training, teaching, socializing(38-ing), leaning....
water polo make my life darker than before..because my skin become darker and darker under the sun, especially when competition the time. and i'm realize i wearing 2 pieces of underwear everyday.. 1 is what i wearing on everyday, another 1 is white color underwear it can't take off.....saye macam orang melayu..
haha, im enjoy doing student assistant(SA) for swimming.i get to know so many friends, and they are cute and friendly..i'm thinking actually we swim for what??for healthy?for skill?
sorry, may be many people forget the main purpose for swimming is for FUN, included me..i'm almost forget the feeling(fun)..
use to train like a cow, so i just follow the program and train..
sometimes, i forget my friends and my girl friend they are just novice, have to take time to learn and enjoy the swimming time..but i just...sorry...
i laughing, i crying, i curious-ing, i happy-ing, i enjoying at there...
i laughing, because my polo gang use to say something funny and do some stupid stuff when training..
i crying because i want to cry..and no body will know you cry when swimming..
i happy because i am a happy bird and i get my 1st GF beside the swimming pool..
i curious because why this place so attracting me to go..may be i want...hehe
i enjoy because i enjoy the time when i teaching students swimming, although some times they are naughty, but i learning some thing from them also...

gogogo..swim swim swim to SINGAPORE...Zzz

the DRAMA in my life...

yesterday i went to the “回忆” drama show in college.
Quite nice actually, i saw the conflict between friends, parents,  and B/G friend when a person studying at different state and living with their friends...
Haiz...so many thing i did't share to our parents, baba, mama, nainai...I LOVE U.sorry, sometimes is not i don't  want to share, is i don't want to let you all worry about me..i will try to solve it by myself, and thank for your financial support..
Wow, when i  started in this relationship, i know i will be better in my life.
starting always is the best, but problems slowly coming out..
my friend asking me,"wei, mengseng so long time did't join us makan dinner d, when u want to join us again???"
i just smiling and said " i makan with my GF tonight..ok, next time ba..."
then they will slowly forget you, and your"stock" will become lesser and lesser...
i'm a very lucky guy, i get know a lot of friends in my life, from competition, society, course, exercise, and camp...thank for my friends treating good to me..
i want to say "I LOVE U" to all my friends, especially..............................
thank for my gf, u let me know something i don't know and something i can't learn in school...thank for your give me a lot of "conflict", no pain no gain.
thank for your time...I LOVE U
lol..mengseng you so greedy said so many i love u to so many people..hahaxx..
exercise, that is my way to release my stress...i just want to exercise...gogogogo

love=scare?

i want to respect you, but now seem like i'm scare you more than i respect to you.
i think every 1 have their friends besides girlfriend..
Y?some people think that male can't have a close female' friend.
i have quite a lot of female friend last time but now seldom keep in touch with them already.
because i scare her will get angry and i try to maintain our relationship.
some times i really feel like helpless.....
serious, i make a wrong step and  i have to be responsible for it.
i scare do "SOMETHING" if we can't move forward..
recently the sensitive word keep coming from her mouth and even my grain.
wa......
meng seng ....u have to be stronger..
hope that tomorrow will be better than today...
i will try to smile from my heart.

THE HARDEST QUESTION

I'm very sad and confusing now..what is the best way i can solve this problem?

something i haven't face before...i need some time to find the solution..

please... i love u...but u make me feel unwell...

recently we were like.....bad.

suddenly many thing came out, and you are a person who always OVER worry..

Seriously i did t do any.......

my tears can't stop dropping on my heart..